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  • Mood: Remorse
yoo just lettin ye know that i've changed my name from Gasp to.... Beanaru ..................................awkward pause

i was sick of having a name that meant nothing to me and only really having it because it was short. 
ye know when you're 13 and you think "GEE WHIZ. I WANNA. i wANna name like UH ,,,aSs?!"
i thought since i won't be using it, i'll change to a name that i can relate to a bit more 
(was going for beanaroo but typed in beanaru instead smh)


also!, a big sorry to my friends who i haven't kept in touch with for a while 

i'm learning something about myself that i strongly dislike 
i don't know how to control it, or whether i should even try to. 
but recently i've been more and more 'distant' when it comes to keeping in touch with friends 
and it's become harder to write to them. i don't know why but for some reason i just freeze. 

it's like i keep wanting to just be alone, and being alone is nice but. to just not even bother with your friends like that is so selfish. 
so i'm sorry if any of you folks have felt hurt by me not messaging often. it's definitely not your fault, its mine Llama Emoji-76 (Facepalm) [V4] 

i hope this phase will pass over but honestly it's been like this since around the end of 2013
it's ridiculous because the people i've met are beyond amazing, so to treat them this way is just. not right 

i'm sorry Llama Emoji-08 (Crying) [V1] Llama Emoji-08 (Crying) [V1] Llama Emoji-08 (Crying) [V1] 


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Kyphophobia Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Student General Artist
omygaaad  :iconcannotevenplz: thank you for the watch!
Mr-Wabbit Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2014
thnx for the :+fav:
AutumnStag Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
What software/program do you use for your artwork if you don't mind me asking,lovely work please do keep it up! I love how you do your skins and keep everything so well put together. Have a nice day~
CamelCrush Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
-lurvs your work and watches-
ladyyuna10 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Student Artist
omg girl I am :iconinloveplz: with your work
INightMoonI Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013  Hobbyist Interface Designer
where did yer art go? ;~;
IMVUGasp Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013  Hobbyist
up my bum!!!
Mirricury Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013
Excuse me, do you taking IMVU DP request ? 
I really love your art work!! ^^
IMVUGasp Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013  Hobbyist
heyo! aa sorry i'm not taking any requests B(

but thank ye so much fer liking my doodles aha!
xGobstopper Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2013  Student Digital Artist
thank you for the favorite dear :3
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